S.C.

whatever.

as much as things change throughout your life, i don’t think your heart changes. people are who they are. sometimes they might act differently, speak differently, feel differently, be interested in different things, but you are who you are.

some people have bad hearts, and are really good at hiding it. but you’ll see it eventually, and then you find an excuse to get rid of those people. and some have good hearts. those are the people you want to keep around. and those are the people to get close to, who you know will always be around. regardless.

i feel like i could literally kill someone

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not really that hard to physically believe considering i was in labor for nearly a day and gave birth….but all the things that come with it emotionally. i always kind of thought about it but not really. Liam hasn’t even been here three whole weeks and when he lays there asleep, i already think about who he’ll be when he’s older and what kind of student he’ll be, and when he’s a teenager and what kind of girls he’ll date. and then i cry because i don’t want him to get older. and last night, a st. jude’s commercial came on…and i could barely keep from crying…i don’t know what i’d do if something like that ever happened to my son. and i try to sing my baby to sleep, but any song with any meaning just gets me all choked up and then i sound horrible.  

he’s just so perfect and precious and i somehow helped create him