S.C.

i feel like i could literally kill someone

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not really that hard to physically believe considering i was in labor for nearly a day and gave birth….but all the things that come with it emotionally. i always kind of thought about it but not really. Liam hasn’t even been here three whole weeks and when he lays there asleep, i already think about who he’ll be when he’s older and what kind of student he’ll be, and when he’s a teenager and what kind of girls he’ll date. and then i cry because i don’t want him to get older. and last night, a st. jude’s commercial came on…and i could barely keep from crying…i don’t know what i’d do if something like that ever happened to my son. and i try to sing my baby to sleep, but any song with any meaning just gets me all choked up and then i sound horrible.  

he’s just so perfect and precious and i somehow helped create him

i hate work

im ready for this baby to be born

my whole body hurts

i want my long hair back

i want my normal body back

i hate dishes

i hate cleaning the house

i hate the rain